[32F] Feeling lost in the cosmic dance of a 3.8-year relationship with my [33M] soulmate - seeking alignment and clarity for our journey ahead

Greetings, fellow seekers of balance and bliss! 🌿✨ I find myself at a crossroads in my 3-year, 8-month journey with my partner, who I believed to be my twin flame. We've cultivated a beautiful life together, nurturing our own kombucha brewery and spending countless sunrises in synchronized sun salutations. However, our path has not been without its obstacles. Twice, my spirit called for solitude - once when the universe felt overwhelming, and again after a deeply personal loss that shook my core. Each time, I returned, drawn by our cosmic connection. Yet, unresolved energies lingered. We clashed over life's rhythms - I craved the vibrant energy of music festivals, while he preferred the quiet whispers of nature. I felt pulled between nurturing our bond and exploring connections with kindred spirits, both male and female. For a time, we found harmony. But as the seasons changed, my partner's aura dimmed with depression, and our emotional intimacy waned. Now, since the spring equinox, everything has shifted. I've embarked on a journey to 'realign my chakras' - immersing myself in the healing power of music and seeking refuge with a friend. I've struggled to articulate my needs, leaving my partner adrift in confusion. At our brewery, the energy between us still crackles with potential, but beyond those walls, silence reigns. It's as if we're quantum entangled - simultaneously connected and separate. I'm battling my own shadows, feeling the weight of potential harm I've caused. My partner is on his own path of growth through therapy and self-reflection. Dear community, I seek your collective wisdom: - Could the universe be guiding us towards a new phase of love and understanding? - Have our paths truly diverged, and I'm simply afraid to acknowledge it? - Should I consider releasing our shared business venture to allow for individual growth? - Is it time to fully embrace this period of separation, or am I abandoning our cosmic dance too hastily? May your responses be as illuminating as the stars that guide us. Namaste. 🙏🌙